there’s people i know who i’ve drifted apart from who i still might see at a train station or talk on the internet to (rarely) and whenever i notice them feeling/looking happy and content in life i get this fluttery feeling in my chest cos im really happy that they’re happy


i have a personal blog now goodbye 

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One can’t
have it

both ways
and both

ways is
the only

way I
want it.

(via evacave)



found on the back of an envelope from Helen Vendler, 1.28.1981

You came one day and
as usual in such matters
significance filled everything -
your eyes, the things you
knew, the way you turned,
leaned, stood, or sat,
this way or that: when
you left, the area around here rose
a tilted tide, and everything that
offers desolation drained away.

A.R. Ammons

been jet lagged and super tired ever since i got back. can’t even make sense of anything let alone have a conversation and it’s v annoying help